Monday, October 31, 2011

Oakland

Okay I happened to be watching Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert (my two favorite news anchors) and I saw a clip of the protests in Oakland. I am not sure what the protests are about. I don't don't watch the regular news that often. It's depressing and most often there to make me mad so unless something serious happened I don't watch. But I did see the police violating civil rights. I have been in the Military and trained to be a police officer and learned all there is to know about someones rights and the police's ability to temporarily remove some of them and in some cases permanently remove your most important right: The right to live.
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New Focus

"The Baptism of Christ", 1710, by Ae...Image via Wikipedia Not to drag everyone down yesterday's post. I was in a weird mood. I just took a midterm and I am less than impressed with my performance. Human Biology is not a joke folks. But forget about my boring lousy life. I am looking for something else to pursue. Since everyone is so focused on Nibiru, unless I come accross something profound, I'll keep Nibiru talk minimal. So whats left then? Well Ancient Aliens is a very broad topic and with the way most Ancient astronaut theorists are you can pick any moment or event in history and they will link it to ancient extraterrestrial technology. I'm not bashing on them I think is quite humorous and I guess I have been put into that group anyway. Call me what you want I have labeled myself as a non-specific truth seeker. Again I am not as arrogant as I come across I have a healthy dose of sarcasm every morning: Bare with me. I realize yesterdays post also needs some editing. I know its not professional but there are worse people out there. I'll get to it.
As I said I am looking for a new focus. So I'll just throw some ideas out there. As I can tell by lack of comments these words are just floating out in the interweb. However I like to use this to catalog certain epiphanies and conclusions. So....What to write about. Genetics? Weird diseases? Origination of man? Evolution? The Illuminati? Oh! Can I say something about the Illuminati? Please, if you think you sound more intelligent by saying Nibiru is made up by the Illuminati to spread their religious beliefs and to control the world blah blah blah. Let me open your eyes to the fact you are viewed just as insane as anyone else even considering the Idea that there is a planet coming towards us. I get very irritated and annoyed when someone throws me the Illuminati ball at me. I just think to myself REALLY? That isn't a trump card you can throw down at anytime to when the argument. I don't know much about them but it seems when I argue with someone who does and I know more about what I am arguing than they do, it always seems to turn out, no matter what was last said, they think they are right. I am not trying to generalize all Illuminati experts but half the time they aren't experts and get information from shady sources. If you ask me I have never had an urge to learn about them because it just doesn't seem true to me. Yes, there is some ancient secret society that oulls all the puppet strings of the government and uses famous members to sway public opinion and attention. And you look at me like I am weird because I believe there is intelligent life somewhere in the universe? right..... Ans people who come at me thumping the bible as if it could be trusted as an accurate historical document when it was supposedly written in a time when it couldn't be corrupted are tarnished by the hands of greedy men. Please... I believe there is an omnipotent force. I am a spiritual person and believe that there is some sort of after-life. That isn't the problem: praying, having faith, charity, community volunteering, practicing a positive lifestyle. Those things aren't the problem. Its the greed and politics behind the curtain I don't like. The Bible does speak of peace but so does the Karan. It is the people who misuse it and twist its words in their favor. That is what I don't like. Freedom's definition has become tainted and altered. Freedom to me is not to be bound by money or government. I think Money is the main root of our problems and we should get rid of it. That is my opinion yet do you think if the government and which ever random branch they'd send to question me to make sure I am not a terrorist, would look at my words and not want to punish me? In the public eye, no. Of course not. They stray away from publicly violating a persons civil rights. Call me a socialist or communist or any of those words that triggered a specific response in your mind. If the communist system wasn't abused and so limiting it may have worked. I don't know. But I still think money is ridiculous and we give false value to a piece of paper that an organization can print at will. What should have real value to us is the people that make our everyday life possible. Even the angst teenager at the McDonalds drive through window who hands you your morning coffee and breakfast. Why is it that we have work to be done and nobody is doing it? Oh! because we don't have these pieces of paper to give you when you're done! Oh shit! Wow...If I had a neighbor who gardened really well but couldn't cook worth a damn but I was an excellent cook.....can you connect the dots? If we traded our skills then that would force everyone to become useful and if you weren't useful than you wouldn't have a place to live, eat or have fun. People get into professions because they are good at it and they enjoy doing it. That is all anyone needs in their life is satisfaction and no stress. I'll give you an example I think may work. Think communal living without the hippies. You would still be able to have a huge house with all its sparkling glamor but you would have to live in a community that had a team of construction workers and you would have to have a en equally useful skill to add to the community. Then the smaller communities could trade jobs with other small communities. I understand it could have some of the same issues as any other system but at least they couldn't take you're skill from you. If you are a welder then you will always know how to weld and you'd just have to find someone who needed a welder. I am not going to plan out a whole economical structure here...I think I am making my point. Well it was interesting how that turned out. I guess today I am feeling a little more on the government conspiracy side. or am I always?

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Sunday, October 30, 2011

Update of sorts

Three people enjoy the summer sky over the Del...Image via Wikipedia Well if anyone was following Comet Elenin this month, I guess it disintegrated. As halloween approaches in the next day I wish there were something to gaze at. The nights have been perfect for star gazing. I didn't have much hope for Comet Elenin. The more I read the more discouraging the information became. Its hard to know who has the accurate information these days even if they are backed up by our government or a private industry whom runs the space program. I did want to see the comet though. It's always exciting. I remember Seeing Halie when I was very young and hopefully will live to see it again. We will see. But as far as knew ideas for Nibiru..... It is most discouraging to continue any research on the evidence. I'd like to believe that it isn't possible that all these people on the internet have conspired together and want to make the biggest scandel accross the world. That'd be epic. I'm sure there are people thatare die hard believers in Nibiru and we may have a hail bob incident again. But there are skeptics out there that think either it is a hoax and people are knowingly releasing evidence that supports the idea of a rouge planet or that people are so dim and naive that they will believe anything that they are told. I am neither of these types of people. I listen to the information that is out there regardless of the source and make my own decisions accordingly. I do not portray my judgments as theory or proof and I criticize other people for saying any evidence they have "proof" or "confirmed" evidence. It's BS even if its legitimate research. My major is science and I have come to find there is no proving or disproving only finding evidence that supports your hypothesis. Having said that I have made no hypothesis on whether Nibiru is real or not real. If thoughts are things and things exists then Nibiru does exist in the open minds of the world whether they know or not. If you really want to know the truth then except nothing as the truth and know that something as enormous as a planet coming toward you is so obvious that you'd have to be blind not to see it. And if Nibiru was/is just a hoax by a secret society trying to control us in some manner the gravity of something that huge would echo a metaphorical Planet. I don't like being labeled a conspiracy theorist because its a label given to people who are also labeled insane, unpredictable and misinformed. It is a label you have be conditioned to believe is wrong or anyone labeled with it only speaks folly and half truths. I never try to make someone to believe my words I simply speak them and if they aren't met with interest I change the subject. If someone argues I listen and take their words into consideration. I am guilty of occasionally getting frustrated and calling some one an ignorant piece of trash. But that is only because their only source of information is fox news or a book someone told them about or the bible alone! If you don't see an issue with that go ahead and assume I am calling you an ignorant piece of trash. I want the truth. I want to know. Something isn't right in this world. We are missing a piece that would tell us everything. I feel that this is purgatory or some sort of test. How could life be so meaningless? Really we're here to wake up at 7 am, go to work, pay our bills, buy nice crap have some babies, and play video games? While I enjoy my recreational activities, my child, my sentimental items I have collected over the years and my routine. I don't feel whole most days. I feel like I am waiting for the grand finale. I try to accept that I am living for some reason other than just chance and that it would behoove me to tough it out and find out what this life is all about. And if when I die nothing happens, I am just gone then my life doesn't matter really then does it? Why did I have all the thoughts I did? Why did I learn my lessons? Why did I fall in love? Why would I go through something as difficult and trying as life if there is nothing at the end? If there really is no after life or other intelligent life in the universe then ......what then....I Don't know. Then this is all a bust.
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