Does anyone just have a night where they have this feeling that can't be ignored? As if you are being drawn to a place or a specific topic? Ever since I was little I have felt this hole in reality. Just this slice of understanding that everyone has missed. As I grow older and hopefully wiser that hole seems to get smaller but to me that is like adding an inch to the edge of the grand canyon. It may be smaller, however there is still a gigantic hole.
I have so many questions and theories I can't keep them straight and I am starting to forget them. Which is unfortunate because I think I have figured out the solutions to world wide problems 80 times over. Whatever. I remember having one of these epiphanies very early in life. I would say around six or seven years old. One day it just became clear to me that nothing in this life is certain and the truth has been hidden by the passing of several years and watering down of basic wisdom and knowledge. There are those out there that I am assuming have come to the same conclusions as I and want to change this. I applaud those individuals. What is boils down to, for me at least, is there is not one thing we learn as people, as humans, that we should take as fact until we see the results and evidence ourselves. Perception is reality. That statement is one of the most watered down phrases I have ever come across. It has such a deep and significant meaning but has been tainted and misunderstood. However it is to go against that very statement that I say that everyone has distorted it. But I disagree with how it has been interpreted and will say this. If you want to live your life through the TV and not see what is going on around you, then you will. If your aspirations are to be the root of the grapevine and stick your nose in every pile of shit lying around then you will be eyeball deep, constantly. We hear what we want to hear and accept what we want as long as it coincides with the thoughts and ideas of those around us. So when our reality is broken and we find ourselves eyeball deep in evidence that this world isn't what it seems, we turn away. And there, lies the reason this race has become ignorant and dim. Not only are we sheep but we like it when we are told our savior is a Shepard. We see the words of the bible as kind and inspirational but what if it were a story of our blind enslavement? Humans love to be led. We need it. We crave it.
So much evidence has made it's way into my hands these past months. Questions have been answered but for every question answered, ten questions take its place. So if you have stumbled upon this blog, I am assuming you have the same questions. So I hope we can all come together from our different ends of the nation...the world, and get as far deep into this as possible. And I don't mean to go all X-files but.......the truth IS out there.
